Tired + Work = Extra Tired!!
So, for the last two weeks I’ve been working my anus off at work. During the winter break type deal, I was cut down on hours. I literally had only 15-20 hours. Well, now that everyone is back in school, I have close to 30 hours a week & it feels good because I like how my paychecks are bigger. The only thing is, it was kind of a sudden change & I’m tired. I go home tired, wake up tired, just tired all the time. Lmao! I guess once I get into the habit of doing things I will be less tired. Haha. It’s just them damn mornings that I’m super tired. Haha.
Well, I had planned to go to school this semester, but due to my laziness & family issues, it didn’t happen. But I had already put my availability in at work on how I’d be able to work. Well, I’m not in school & my availability is different. I’m pretty much available anytime. So my question is, should I change it & have random days off or should I keep it & always have Monday & Wednesday off? Idk, or should I just change it all together & have a certain todays off all the time? I’d really like to have a set day off so I could be able to plan things out with my family since I’m always working on the worst days. Idk, your thoughts?
Prince_Basil
Good =)
Everything is fine now. He’s forgiven.
This is for everyone who knows what I’m talking about & what I’m going through. =)
Hope For Haiti Now
I’m not sure if any of you seen the Hope For Haiti Now telethon. I did, of course, and I have to say that it is amazing to me how quickly they were able to put together a program. It amazed me.
As you all know, they uploaded the live audio performances onto iTunes & they also uploaded the whole telecast as well. You can go to iTunes and download the whole thing. All the money that you spend in buying both the audio & video will be donated.
Personally, I text 50555 the word GIVE to donate $10 & I also bought both the audio & video on iTunes.
I’m not here to brag about who performed the best & who sucked. Everyone was amazing & I loved every performance. I hope you can donate any amount. They can use anything.
Thanks for taking time to read this & I will see you guys soon!! =)
Prince_Basil
Grandma’s Place
Today I’m at my grandma’s apartment & it feels so good. Too much stuff has been going on in my life & I just needed some love. I needed to be loved & I’m glad I got to see my grandma. She was just the right person to see.
I feel so loved. Her looking at me & smiling the way she does, it made me warm. I know that someone in my life loves me. And even though she doesn’t know I’m gay & I know she would never approve of it, it makes me feel good she loves me. I don’t feel hurt or abandon or anything.
When I’m here, I lose all my pain. It all goes away & I feel so free. And I don’t want to leave, but I know hiding here with my grandma isn’t going to solve anything. But still, it makes me feel good.
I don’t know what the point of this entry was, I don’t know if it even makes sense. I just know that I need to release all this sadness I have inside & all this anger & I just need to be loved. I love my grandma. She’s the best.
Prince_Basil
I’m Coming Out, I Want The World To Know…
Got to let it show
I’m coming out
I want the world to know
I got to let it show
There’s a new me coming out
And I just had to live
And I wanna give
I’m completely positive
I think this time around
I am gonna do it
Like you never do it
Like you never knew it
Ooh, I’ll make it through
The time has come for me
To break out of the shell
I have to shout
That I’m coming out
I’m coming out
I want the world to know
Got to let it show
I’m coming out
I want the world to know
I got to let it show
I’m coming out
I want the world to know
Got to let it show
I’m coming out
I want the world to know
I got to let it show
