MY LIFE IS A MESS!
Pretty much what I want to say is that, my family forgets about me when they plan something & they tell me last minute. My job sucks. They use me for whatever they need me & don’t care about my personal needs. I just don’t understand. I am NOT a bad person. I swear. I don’t know what I did wrong.
I get played too much. I have WANTED to become a manager at PetSmart for the longest time. Pretty much since I’ve gotten hired. I have NO experience, so I understand that I’m not allowed just yet. But, why do they keep playing with me. They keep telling me that I will be the next one, but NOTHING ever happens. I’m left looking like a fool & hurt very badly because I THOUGHT I was next. 
I’m just tired. I’m tired of being used. I feel like IF I were to die tonight, they wouldn’t care. They would just start calling people to cover the shift. Of course they’d need to get the shift covered, but there IS a difference between covering someone’s shift when they die & having someone cover it while still feeling sad. They wouldn’t care. They would be sad because they lost their “BEST” employee, but not so much that my life has ended. 
I love my job. I’m NOT going to lie. It love coming to work & being able to see all the different animals at work. I just HATE the way they USE me. And whenever they DO NOT get their way, they hold a grudge. I just… I don’t know what to say.
I was so eager to have a job when I started A YEAR AGO. But now I just… I get depressed knowing I’m going someplace where they WILL just use me. And you’re probably thinking, its not being used if you’re getting PAID for it. 
But when you’re getting paid minimum wage & you do TWICE the work of other people who get paid the SAME or even MORE, that called being used. Especially when they make no effort in making the other people DO anything.
Now, you’re probably like, “Why are you complaining? At least you have a job.” Yes, that’s very true. But I have NO LIFE! I literally have been waking up, to go to work. 
Working & being used. That IS my life. I don’t know. I just… I want to cry, but I CAN’T because that shows they won. They broke me down & they use me all up. I can’t let them see that.
And the funny thing is, I don’t know how to DRIVE. I have no license, no permit. NOTHING. But yet, I always make it to work 15 minutes early. I just… I don’t understand. I guess this is a LIFE LESSON that I need to learn. I don’t know what exactly, but I suppose.
Thanks for reading. I appreciate it.
Prince_Basil
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Baby this lesson is teaching you to be self sufficient and opening your eyes to see a lot of what you thought to be, actually what it really is. Please keep your head up and you will also learn the lesson of faith and in yourself and the value of good hard honest work. As for your family, sometimes you've got to see them for what they are and reExamine the relationship. You've got to figure out a new way to go about it even if it be ignoring them and suffering through their carelessness. Sometimes a taste of their own medicine will do them just well.
I think your a selfish ASS and you need to appreciate your family instead of talking shit about them I know they are great peoples and would love to have parents like yours not everything is about you and I hope one day you wake up and see things correctly I am so mad after reading your comment can't even explain to you how stupid you sound GROW UP and stop blaming others for your mistakes you selfish ASS……..
MUST BE ONE OF UR FAMILY MEMBERS ABOVE^^
Della Reese: Thanks so much for the insite. I appreciate the fact that you're always commenting my blogs. I really appreciate it!Anonymous: Lets just be a little clear. The only thing I mentioned about my family is they forget about me. They're always going different places with me & I'm more close to my family then most. The rest of the blog was mostly about work. I never said a thing about how they suck or anything. Just the plain simple fact that they forget about me. So I hope you start asking questions about what I'm talking about instead of assuming that you know all the details. And another thing, don't comment on my blog if YOU'RE going to be the ass. I am grown up & that's why I talk about what's bothering me. All you are is talk & no show. You hide behind your fucking computer & talk shit but aren't brave enough to show you're damn face or say who the hell you are. That's fine, I could careless. Thanks for viewing my blog. You just made my view numbers go up.
I do know what I am talking about I have read your many past post's were you have said shit about your parents stuff that if I were so called grown up as you say you are would have never put my parents out like that they are your family and for you to talk about them that way is completely wrong and now I understand why they forget about you I would do the exact same thing again as I said before and still believe you need is to GROW UP & STOP BEING A SELFISH ASS. Another thing don't worry about hearing from me again I will make sure I don't bother with you any longer SELFISH ASS.