MY LIFE IS A MESS!
Pretty much what I want to say is that, my family forgets about me when they plan something & they tell me last minute. My job sucks. They use me for whatever they need me & don’t care about my personal needs. I just don’t understand. I am NOT a bad person. I swear. I don’t know what I did wrong.
I get played too much. I have WANTED to become a manager at PetSmart for the longest time. Pretty much since I’ve gotten hired. I have NO experience, so I understand that I’m not allowed just yet. But, why do they keep playing with me. They keep telling me that I will be the next one, but NOTHING ever happens. I’m left looking like a fool & hurt very badly because I THOUGHT I was next. 
I’m just tired. I’m tired of being used. I feel like IF I were to die tonight, they wouldn’t care. They would just start calling people to cover the shift. Of course they’d need to get the shift covered, but there IS a difference between covering someone’s shift when they die & having someone cover it while still feeling sad. They wouldn’t care. They would be sad because they lost their “BEST” employee, but not so much that my life has ended. 
I love my job. I’m NOT going to lie. It love coming to work & being able to see all the different animals at work. I just HATE the way they USE me. And whenever they DO NOT get their way, they hold a grudge. I just… I don’t know what to say.
I was so eager to have a job when I started A YEAR AGO. But now I just… I get depressed knowing I’m going someplace where they WILL just use me. And you’re probably thinking, its not being used if you’re getting PAID for it. 
But when you’re getting paid minimum wage & you do TWICE the work of other people who get paid the SAME or even MORE, that called being used. Especially when they make no effort in making the other people DO anything.
Now, you’re probably like, “Why are you complaining? At least you have a job.” Yes, that’s very true. But I have NO LIFE! I literally have been waking up, to go to work. 
Working & being used. That IS my life. I don’t know. I just… I want to cry, but I CAN’T because that shows they won. They broke me down & they use me all up. I can’t let them see that.
And the funny thing is, I don’t know how to DRIVE. I have no license, no permit. NOTHING. But yet, I always make it to work 15 minutes early. I just… I don’t understand. I guess this is a LIFE LESSON that I need to learn. I don’t know what exactly, but I suppose.
Thanks for reading. I appreciate it.
Prince_Basil
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I WANT TO BE DIRTY WITH YOU
I want to tell him all the naughty things I want to do to him.
I want to say that I’ll lick you from your head all the way down to your cute little toes & everything in between.
I want to make you moan so loud, sounds like screams!!
I want to lay you down & kiss your stomach, your belly button, lick the tips of your nipples.
Make you scratch my back, making your toes curl.
I want to turn you over & move down to your ass & start kissing it & licking it, moving my tongue deeper & deeper inside.
I want to enter your body & tell you I love you & how much you mean to me.
I want to go deeper & harder & faster, hearing you scream my name, nails digging into my back, toes curling, feeling your body twitch & jerk as you empty yourself making me empty myself inside of you & hearing you moan as I put your fire out.
I want to kiss you & bite your lip.
Then move down & clean the mess you have provided me with.
Then I want to take your beautiful, big dick, & swallow every last inch, then prepare for round two so you can make me feel the same.
I want to be dirty with you.
Prince_Basil
Hip-Hop & the Occult!
Hey Fellow Readers!!!
What’s going on? How have you all been? I’ve been good. Not much going on. Just been here at home a little & at work a lot. Haha. 
But anyways…
So I wanted to talk to you guys about this thing my friend told me about. It a series of videos on YouTube 
that are called “Hip-Hop & the Occult”. Well they were talking about how some artist will sell their soul (
) to become famous & rich & whatever. And that their videos are filled with hidden messages. They took Rihanna’s Umbrella 
song & pretty much broke it down. At first it didn’t seem real. It seemed like a coincidence (sp?) to me. But then it showed 
different songs & just… Idk. To me, it seems very suspicious & idk. I took the example of how Beyoncé was in the burning car & it blew up. Beyoncé says that her alter ego Sasha Fierce was born that day. Well they were comparing how Beyoncé went from a good person to a possessed person. Umm… Idk about that. 
But I do feel like she along with Rihanna & other artist are in some type of group or whatever.
I guess the best way to understand is by watching the videos. So just look it up & tell me what you think, okay? Have an amazing day! Byyyyeeeee!!!!
Prince_Basil
Update!!
Hey fellow Bloggers. What going on? Well today was prett awesome. I finally went to go see This Is It and of course it was amazing. I loved it! It is truly a great movie. I can just invision everything that Michael Jackson had wanted for his concert. I loved it.
Umm… Lets see… What else? Oh! I finally got my year review which means I got a raise. I will be getting paid $7.76 an hour starting Nov. 16. I know. So far. But you know what, its something. I hope that I start getting more hours too because this shit about 25 hours a week is not going to work for me. Lately, I’ve been getting close to 40 hours a week. So maybe we can continue doing this. Haha. I doubt it though because, unfortunately, I hate to say this but, PetSmart is a joke. Whatever though. Haha.
Umm… That’s all the info I got going on right now. Umm… I hope you all are doing good. Oh! Beyoncé – I Am…Yours comes out Nov. 23. There will also be a Thanksgiving Special on ABC on Nov. 26. Its the whole concert on tv. So make sure you get the 2 CD/1 DVD of Beyoncé. If you’re more of the Blu-ray type, it will be available on Dec. 15th. I know!! So far off, but I’m buy both Blu-ray & DVD. Haha. =) I’m a mega fan! Also on Nov. 23rd, look out for Rihanna – Rated R & Lady Gaga – The Fame Monster. I pre-ordered Rated R but I’m not sure on The Fame Monster. Haha. Okay. Have a nice evening. Muah!!! 
Bye.
Prince_Basil 
TO BE A STAN OR A FAN?!
Okay, so a lot of people think that I am a Beyoncé STAN. Well, sorry to say… I’m NOT! I’m a very big fan. HUGE! But I AM NOT A BEYONCÉ STAN! There are/were times when I can’t/couldn’t stand Bey.
I love Beyoncé, but at the same time, to be able to call yourself a true FAN, you have to be able to point out the good AND BAD! I’ll even say some examples of both. Now keep in mind that these are completely MY OPINION! If you don’t like it, sorry, cry me a river & get over it.
GOOD:
1. Singing Halo to little Chelsea Lee who is a child with a rare type of cancer. Beyoncé brought her up on stage & sang Halo to her.
2. MTV VMA’s. Enough said.
3. I Am… Tour 2009. At one of her shows she was singing Single Ladies & in the bridge where she begins the soul clap, she runs to the side of the stage & brings out that chubby dude who danced to Single Ladies in the leotard. They both danced together on stage.
4. Cadillac Records: All the money she made off of that movie, was donated. ALL OF THE MONEY WAS DONATED!! Who else do you know who does that?
BAD:
1. When Destiny’s Child took a break & she had her first solo song, Work It Out. I hate the song. I hate the video even more.
2. B’Day Tracks: Kitty Kat & Still In Love (Kissing You). Never liked them. Didn’t like the videos either. Go figure!
3. I seen once when Beyoncé was in Destiny’s Child where she & the girls were singing Solider on 106 & Park. Michelle fell & Kelly & Bey kept singing & didn’t help her up. Honestly, I feel that her & Kelly never really cared much for Michelle. It seemed they treated her unfairly.
4. Some of the outfits Beyoncé wears look horrible. Like when she sang Ave Maria on Christmas at the Rockafella Plaza I think.
5. Cadillac Records: I didn’t like her in that movie & the way she promoted the movie made it seem like she was the main character when she really wasn’t.
So as you can see, I’m not a STAN I’m just a FAN! Haha. Very big fan to be exact. Haha. =)
Prince_Basil
