NECESSITIES
I’m frustrated. Super, extra frustrated! And I don’t really mean mentally. I mean yes kinda, but not exactly. I mean more like physically & emotionally.
So I’m going to just put it out there, I masterbate. Often too. And I don’t want this blog entry to turn out into a dirty nasty entry. Its not, I’m just stating a fact that is relevant to the blog. So what I’m trying to say is that I’m frustrated. Sexually that is. Masterbation isn’t enough anymore. It just feels like… Well nothing. I don’t feel anything from it anymore. I want to, not just have sex, but be intimate with someone. I’m sure if I was really looking, I could find someone to have sex with right now. Just any person. But that’s not what I want & that’s what’s making my body frustrated. I’m ready. My body is CALLING for someone to be intimate with. It’s been waiting patiently & I think it can’t wait anymore. Its just wishing someone I care for deeply was with me.
And its not so much sex. Just the closeness that I want. To lay in bed & just stare endlessly into the eyes for my love. Or just for him to hold me or me to hold him as we sleep. My body is calling out for someone else’s body to join, but no one is picking up.
I guess this is one of those things that you kinda have to either stick out & hope it goes away until the time presents itself or go and screw around with every guy I see hoping it will fill the need. I don’t know…
Prince_Basil
P.S. I hope you guys take the time out to watch my Single Ladies video I made. It took me 8 tries but I finally got it done. Here’s the link: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uYGjlWUhoGo — Thanks!!
I know this pain…hang in there…
I really feel you man. You don't want to have sex with a random person. But you want to be intimate with someone that loves you and you love back. It is more than intercourse it is the intertwining of souls!