LONELY HEART…
So yesterday, I think, I posted a blog about me being lonely & sad & whatnot. Well, I still am. But I’ve come to realize that I shouldn’t need a man to be happy. I know its hard to really believe that since I’m miserable without one, but I’m going to try to see things in a better point of view. I was trying to see my life as a guy whom is in a relationship. Someone who wants to be loved. I just wished that I was the type of person who didn’t have trouble looking for people to love. I wish my time would come so I could be in love.
And I don’t want to offend a friend of mine that I really do love. I love him more then anything. I really do. But there are a few small details that… Well that makes it kinda difficult/not an option right now. I know that my feelings are true because this time it was different. I was his friend first. I got to know him. I got to see what he was like & what he was about. He’s amazing & he doesn’t judge me for anything. I’m sure I’ve mentioned somethings that he’s like, “Wtf?” But he doesn’t. He just accepts it & continues being my friend the way I’d always want. And believe me, being friends with me is probably more work then anyone would imagine. But he can handle it. I love him for that.
But like everything in my life, there’s a road block, & I have to figure out a way to get around. And like every road block I’ve had, only time will help me figure out a way.
So pretty much the whole idea of this post is that I love him. I’m in love with him. I wish I was with him. But since that isn’t possible & no other guy wants to be the type I am looking for, I decided that I’m going to live like a happy single dude… Scratch that. I’m going to be a happy single dude until the man of my dreams comes into my life. And I hope the man I was just talking about is the man of my dreams. =/
Well I will talk to you guys later. Thanks for paying attention & reading. Bye.
Prince_Basil
