What Do I Do?
So lately I’ve been feeling depressed and I’ve been feeling so alone. Idk why but I’m just sad. And I don’t know what it is but it seems like everytime I turn on the tv I see two people kissing or two people getting married and I just… I feel happy for them even though they’re acting but at the same time its like, when will that happen for me? The man that I fell in love with, who took all my insecurities away, who made me feel like I was everything, doesn’t want to be with me. And to me I feel betrayed. Like I was cheated out of my life goal. Like someone was holding my life goal in front of me and when I finally reach it, finally can taste it, someone decides I’m too happy and pulls the rug from under my feet and there goes my life goal out the window. What is wrong with me? What did I do to deserve this? Is it karma? Did I do something bad? I just don’t know. What do I do with myself? I thought I had everything going for me and now I don’t have anything. And its not like I can just get someone else to replace him. Its not that easy. I can forget about him either. I need him in my life. But at the same time I want him to be mine. Better yet, I want to be all his. Tell me… What do I do? Please give me some feed back. Send me an email, segura.alexis@gmail.com, or send me an IM to my AIM, princebasil19 or my GTalk, segura.alexis. I just need someone to tell me what becomes of a guy who’s always had his heart broken and now feels like this time its just shattered. It hurts so much that I don’t… I just hurts. But send me a message please. Tell me what to do. Thanks.
Prince_Basil
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