Frisky…?
So recently I've been feeling a little frisky I guess you can say it. I've wanted to do things that I normally wouldn't want to.
See when I first realized I was gay I also realized what gay sex was. I told myself that I wouldn't be able to be the guy who's…I guess the bottom. So from 9th grade, (thats when I realized I was gay), until recently, I've been what you call a top. But lately I've been feeling the urge to do things that I wouldn't even consider. I've wanted to get the biggest dick I can find and get pounded. I wanted to try some real freaky stuff. I've wanted the other guy to take advantage of me. Just freaky things.
I used to hate looking at asses. I was more of a dick person. Always like dick more then ass but I would never let a dick inside of me. I used to think guys who ate out their partners was gross. But like I said, I just feel different about it all.
I used to like big, huge dicks and not pay attention to any thing that wasn't as big as me and now I could care less. I used to think uncut was nasty and now I wish my dick was uncut. I used to think that a dick that was curved was ugly but now that turns me on.
And its not just dick and sex that I've felt strange about. I hated feet. Really hated them. I used to think they were the most disgusting things on our body. And recently… haha… Feet have kinda been turning me on. I don't know why but it just has.
But see here's the problem with some of these feelings. I hope no one takes offense to what I say. But whenever I think of a bottom guy I think of a fem guy. Why? I don't know. I just do. And I didn't ever want to be the guy who's fem. Not saying there's anything wrong with that because there totally isn't, but I just always wanted to be the more masculine type. And me feeling all these weird things kinda makes me feel like I'm starting to become more fem. Like I said, nothing wrong with that. I just don't feel like that's what I want to be.
I don't know. Maybe I'm just over reacting and need to go have some wild freaky sex. haha. But that's what's been going on. Kinda weird. haha.
In my life it´s the same. i change my sexuall interesting…, try something new…., Sex is never dirty, so long you wash yourself after teh sex…
I love the picture..
NO offense taken, you are internalizing what the world deems as feminine that's all, but hey that ass of yours is crying out for pleasure so are you going to deny yourself out of some sense of not wanting to be fem?
Go get you a good ass pounding!!Actually, what I wanted to say what that you've hated the very things that subconsciously you liked. We, as people, often do that. We try so hard not to be a certain way, specially if we're playing that straight role, or fighting against who we really are. This is a learning time for you…you're finding out who you are, and what you like. ENJOY IT!!
where'd you get that picture from?*curious*