After Work Stuff!!! (haha)
Okay. So I'm home from work and I'm really tired. I have to go to work
tomorrow at 1:00 PM. That means I have to wake up at like 10:00 AM,
shower, put clothes on, comb my hair, make sure I have all my stuff
and go to work. And since I'm sure I'm going to have to walk to
work… I just get tired. Idk though. But soon enough… I hope that
maybe I can buy a car as soon as I buy MAYBE a new phone. Idk though.
It's still an if there.
Can I ask you guys a question? Would you date someone who's on the
"DL" even if you were openly gay? If you say yes, can I ask why would
you go out with someone who doesn't want to be seen with another guy
in public? See there's this guy who I like a lot. He's an awesome
friend and I like his personality and his body is amazing. All of
it!! }=] Haha. And he likes my body too. And at first I figured he was
lying only to get his peek but he's actually the one that keeps asking
to see it. And well if you know me a little (or read my Self-Esteem
blog post) you know that I have issues with my body. So this really
helped me feel comfortable with myself. But see he's on the downlow
and I definately don't like that. I want to be able to kiss someone in
the open or hold hands or just be in love in the open. But he doesn't
want that and it kind of gets me sad because as much as I would like I
give him a shot I know that I'll end up breaking up with him because
of that. Idk. I just want to know what you guys think. I know in the
end it's my choice. But I'd just like to get some feed back. Haha.
Thanks. Have a good night. Bye!!!!
Prince_Basil
