My Life, Your Entertainment!
So lately I’ve been feeling kinda depressed. I don’t know what it is. Just haven’t been feeling like myself. I don’t know. I’m okay while I’m doing something but as soon as I stop, I start feeling sad & lonely. Usually that’s after I finish watching tv with my mom. I come to my room & I’m just really depressed. I feel like no one wants to talk to me & no one cares. I’m sleepy most of the time because I’ve gotten used to sleeping during the day so I don’t feel depressed. I have nothing to do. I have no life to be honest. I wake up, go to work if I work that day, come home sleep. And if I don’t work I just sit around doing nothing. Feeling like shit & just being dumb. Like I don’t know. Recently I made myself a Myspace account again & I’m already bored with that. I just… I’m stupid. I had plans of doing things with my life but I’m 19 damn years old & I don’t even know how to drive. Don’t even own a bike. Where’s my money going? Stupid stuff. iTunes. Chick-Fil-A. I’m just tired of being like this. Ugh!
do you have friends?