April 16th
Okay, so today is my birthday. And I woke up & had three new picture messages from my best friend wishing me a happy birthday. I was excited because I figured that today was going to be the best day of my life. But sadly, it wasn’t. I worked which didn’t bother me, I don’t really care because I just see it as getting more money. So at first, while I was walking to work I was talking to this guy who I’m kind of in a relationship with. He’s awesome. I’m not going to lie. But today, I got an email from him saying that he wants to take a break:
Hey Alexis. This morning I was thinking about some things. I know we talked about it before, but my schedule has become lighter ever since I quit work, and yours has become heavier since you started working each day. My phone has been receiving text messages slowly lately, when we’re talking my battery may die and it takes a while to restore itself. I suppose you got impatient about it yesterday, and I was too quick to jump to conclusions. But in all, I think we should just…take a break with our “friendlationship”. Just for now, maybe.
And I just stopped. I didn’t know what to say I just said okay and stopped talking. I didn’t text him back or anything.
At work, they were giving me such a hard time. I work at PetSmart. So today, we had a store evaluation and so the store director or something like that was there and I had to keep busy. Well, I would finish ringing out a customer’s items and I’d wait for him/her to leave so I wouldn’t be rude and because that’s how I was taught, I suppose that was wrong because one of the managers’ named David came and told me I should start cleaning or something. I told him that the customer is still here and there’s no way of me getting out until they moved. So he left and I started cleaning. Well, this happened about eight times. Then, while I was clean I was greeting the customers as they came in. Well, David comes over to me and tells me that I wasn’t greeting the customers. I told him that I was so greeting the customers. He shook his head and started yelling at me telling me that I didn’t and I better start greeting customers. So I’m like wtf? Then, a customer came in and started asking to speak to the manager about something. So I gladly called the manager but my phone wasn’t working. So when it finally came out into the loud speaker it sounded really bad and all you heard was a loud noise. David came to the rescue and started yelling at me. He started showing me how to use the phone and I’m like wtf? I know how to use it, I’m not stupid. While he’s showing me, the same thing happens to him. He just looks at me and leaves. No sorry, no nothing. Then, I was about to leave because my shift was over and they don’t like us staying more then our scheduled time unless they ask us. Well, David ask me to help him do something for him. So like a retard, I go and help him. Why? I don’t know, because I’m nice. Then when we finished he starts yelling at me because I’m still clocked in. ????? Of course I’m clocked in. You don’t expect me to stay an extra 10 minutes and not get paid for it do you? So I finally clock out and I leave. I go to Walmart and I just want to bawl my eyes out. My eyes fill with water but I don’t cry because I see my mom shopping so I have to “fix my face”. So now I’m writing about it and I can’t really see the screen on the computer because my eyes are all wet and what not. I just can’t believe it. Every year my birthday has been bad. Like I don’t even know why I get excited about it anymore. It’s just another day. I should have learned that after 19 damn years. Ugh…I HATE MY BIRTHDAY!!!
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I’m sorry your birthday was so crappy alexis. I wish I could be there to make it a special day for you. Because you’re an amazing person and you deserve a day where you feel as amazing as you really are. I feel really bad that your bday slipped my mind, I’ve just been so busy and stressed with a bunch of things. I feel like the biggest buttttt in the world. I’m sorry.Hopefully next year will be better, damn it if I have to fly to you and make it better myself next year I will. Because my buddy deserves it!