..the end: game over..
..i wrote a couple of blogs about cordale..and well..this will be the last one..i was in love..still am..but things have happened in my life to finally realize that what i felt wasnt going to progress into anything more then that..what i want in my life is different from what he wanted..i want marriage and commitment but he isnt ready for that..and yeah..im only 18..but i know exactly what i want..and well..i wont be talking to him anymore..i think its for the better..i will get a chance to move on with my life and he can figure out what exactly he wants..maybe in the future i will be able to talk to him again..but right now it hurts too much to even think about it..here goes another broken heart for me..i think from now on i will just decide to not be in love or have a boyfriend or anything..it would be for the best..(.:alexis:.)
make you your bf for a bit…