..epiphany..
I just finished taking a shower. And I think this shower has to have been the longest shower I’ve taken in forever. But I actually didn’t take a shower for all the time I was in there. It took me half an hour to shower & a hour & half just sitting there thinking. I started crying & I think I just might have had an epiphany. I realized that I don’t need to worry about my looks or who likes me or what people think about me. I’m going to stop letting stupid immature things run my life. I’m almost 19 & I don’t have much to prove for myself. I don’t have a car or even a license. I’m still living with my parents. I still depend on my parents for everything. So I have decided that I’m going to grow up. I’m going to start saving my money & going to act more responsible. That also includes boyfriends. Right now, I don’t need a man. And yes in the future I would like to have a boyfriend. But right now that’s not a priority. I need to focus on my life. I think the dream of me wanting to be married by the time I’m 21 isn’t going to happen. But i’m not sad. That’s life & there’s nothing I could do about it. I know now that if it’s meant to happen then it will. I’m also going to need to open my mind up & accept everything that is given to me. Also, the fights me & my dad have. I’m going to try to stop that. I’m just going to try to be an all around better person. That’s the end of this blog. But I just wanted to say that I blog from my phone so I have a limit to how much I can write in one post. That’s why this is part 2 of the same blog. But anyways. That’s the end. Bye. (.:alexis:.)
Hey there,Congrats on your epiphany! Start thinking about what you want for yourself in life. The epiphany is just the first step of a process. Good Luck!
I LOVE epiphanies yours came @ a good time in your life…
Hey Prince, you’re on the right track. You don’t need a man (at least right now), but everyone does crave human companionship. There’s no getting around it. But you are young, so enjoy your youth. You’re only young once, enjoy it while you can. Once you’re an adult its with you for life.When I was 19 I was living at home, no car, no license, but I did have a job. Been working since I was 16 and saved my $$. All that said, you’ll know when the time is right for you to “grow up” and do your thing.There’s nothing wrong with wanting to take charge and step into your own.Good luck!!