..cordale..

..okay..so i know that i already wrote about him and what not..and i dont want to sound like an obsessed loser who is just crazy about this boy..haha..but..well..thats exactly what i am..haha..but dont worry..i promise i wont talk about him all the time..haha..but okay..so this morning i had a new picture message from him..and well..i opened it and it was that picture up there..haha..and it made me realize that i care for him more then i realized..last night i had a dream..well more like a nightmare..we were in the car..and we were going to this high class restraunt..i guess we were because we were all dressed up..and we were talking about the weekend..and i told him i loved him and he turned to look at me..he leaned forward to kiss me but the next thing i could remember is that we were in the hospital..i was standing over him and look at him as the doctors tried getting him to stay alive..but he slipped away from me and died..i woke up after that..scary huh?? (.:alexis:.)

wonder what that means about your love for each other?